"About Me" on a Sleepless Night

ABOUT ME: Janet--

1. I AM: alone most of the time
2. I WANT: more joy and security in my life
3. I HAVE: a wonderful family whom I love so very much
4. I WISH: deep love for all my children and grandchildren
5. I HATE: listening to pompous men talk
6. I MISS: Richard and Bandido
7. I FEAR: being poor and alone
8. I HEAR: less clearly than I used to
9. I SEARCH: for joy, peace and security
10. I WONDER: if I'll ever be what the Lord intended me to be
11. I REGRET: not being more careful what and how much I eat
12. I LOVE: music that makes me feel romantic
13. I FORGIVE: everyone whoever made me feel sad
14. I ACHE: all over my body too often
15. I ALWAYS: eat too fast
16. I TRY: to do my best most of the time
17. I AM NOT: finished yet
18. I SEEM: unfriendly and aloof much of the time
19. I KNOW: that God lives and wants us to have joy in our life
20. I FEEL: very alone much of the time
21. I DREAM: I am lost or my things are lost alot
22. I GIVE: thanks everyday for all the blessings I have
23. I LISTEN: to the scriptures and my music every day
24. I LAUGH: not as much as I would like, I need a good laugh a day
25. I CAN'T: make myself exercise or walk enough
26. I WRITE: very boring stuff
27. I CRY: very seldom
28. I SLEEP: for six hours and that is it, no matter I am still tired
29. I AM NOT ALWAYS: able to focus on what I am hearing
30. I SEE: less well than I used to
31. I LOSE: everything but weight
32. I CONFUSE: easily, more than I should admit
33. I NEED: more joy in my life
34. I SHOULD: enjoy being with people more
35. I SING: seldom at all anymore--I used to love to sing...hmmm
36. I DANCE: around the floor for 20 min in the am, my only exercise...