Eden's Birthday

I sent this little tent to Eden and Meagan sent a pix of it set up.  Room for one only it looks like!

Looks like I am all bundled up with a blanket and all.  It can get cold here in the winter!!

Snow is High in Lake Almanor

Christine sent me a picture to see how high the snow is on my roof!!!

View From My Deck

It is a beautiful full moon tonight.

Keira Turns 8

Such a delightful child!!!  Fearless-truly a kind soul-natural leader-loves nature, space, and science-goal for the year is to cool the climate!

Avid Minecrafter and if you ask her for help, she always says "of course"!!  All Around Rockstar!!!

Eden and Nico Come To Visit

Heart Condition, February 2019

Today my new Primary Doctor Dr. Vaccaris called and said my echocardiogram was abnormal and the heart is not all functioning correctly and it shows I did have a heart attack and she wants me to me with a cardiologist.  So I have an appointment on Wednesday at 2 with a lady Dr. Alhama.

On the night of February 22, 2017, I was hot, and then chills and really feeling sick.  Yes, I did have a fever, first time in forever.  I was not sure I would make it through the night, I felt like my heart was giving out (overactive imagination I guess but my blood pressure was sky high and I had the worst, worst headache ever) and I went to the clinic as soon as it opened.  Probably for the first time in my life I did not even have makeup or hair combed, I felt that bad.  He gave me a prescription for UTI and Sinus Infection and I know I had tendonitis in the knees as well as backache and that headache which went on and on.  I think the pain pills are worse for you than the suffering so I did not take any, and got rid of meds as soon as able.  I spent about three weeks in bed or on the couch, seldom dressed, went nowhere and now I am working outside 2 hours a day to start to do the spring clean up.

I think the above incident is the night I had the heart attack, so that was two years ago.

Love the Sunsets

Every evening people gather to watch the sunset, never disappoints!

Birthday at the Beach House

When Maria brought me home there a gang waiting to eat a birthday supper with me!!!  It is good to be near family this winter.  So happy to be here!!!

Lunch and Visit to Richard's Grave

Maria took me to lunch at Nordstrom's and celebrated my birthday and we also visited Richard's grave and such beautiful roses!!  The spot on my nose is from a visit to the dermatologist at Scripps!!!  Zapped me in a few places.

All Dressed Up

I had gotten all dressed up and tried some new eye makeup and then I didn't get to go with Meagan to the downtown theater.  It was raining and storming so bad I couldn't drive to her and it was dangerous for her to drive all the way up to me and then have to bring me home in that muck so she took Keira with her instead!!!  Good for Keira.  It was so dark in my living room, these are the pix I got out of it!!!!  Not bad for 86!

My Job for the Week

The Hardys went on a trip and I take care of the dogs.  At least they were happy all the time!

All Eight Great-Grandchildren Visit

 Kristi's family came from Las Vegas, Meagan's from Scripps Ranch and Amy's from San Carlos and so all the great-grandchildren were at the Beach House at once and they did not know each other well.  But they had lots of fun together.

Meagan's Keira and Kristi's Brynn

Kristi's Molly and Meagan's Eden

Meagan's Eden

Kristi's Kate holds Amy's Charli, Kristi's Ryan and Meagan's Nico are the only boys.

Brynn, Keira, Molly and Eden with Grandma Janet

Kristi's Favorite Restaurant

Kristi's family was down from Las Vegas and we went to a favorite Mexican Restaurant.  Sarah's friend is at the end.  Sarah is at her mission in Santiago, Chile.

Christmas Eve, 2018

Christmas Eve at the Beach, lots of people out with their dogs and later on a cloudy sunset.

Christmas Eve at Linda's house in Carlsbad, there was just Amy's family, Linda, Gary, Craig and Me.
Charli was the star.  She gets a new baby doll!

Charli models the red dancing skirt I gave her.

Lots of presents, Fun time for all!!!

Christmas at the Hardys 2018

Looks like a small Christmas this year as James' and Cambers' family are going skiing up to Park City for Christmas.  And it looks like I did not get in the picture of our White Elephant early Christmas, but I was there.

Carl, James' co-worker and his Mom came

  

Amy, Sarah's friend and Craig were there

Linda and Gary came

Kelsi, Leah, Jimmy, Camber and James were all there and we had it at their house.

Roger and his wife, (James' childhood friend) were there, too!!!

Charlie, Amy and Joe also with a cute fur coat for Charlie

Meagan, Matt, Nico, Eden and Keira and Keira made out with a sound box!

 Jimmy looks happy to be there.

Lea in the dark, but it is her!

 And Kelsi!

Even Santa, but no me, but I did get pictures!!   

Merry Christmas, 2018

Charli Comes to Beach

Beach Living in Del Mar

What a lucky lady.  I get to live at the Beach in Del Mar!!!  James rented this place thinking his family would want to live here till they need to move from their other rental.  Then it was because he was using for people he is working with.  Not sure really why it was rented but I get to live on the stop story and there are several other bedrooms.  I am loving it.  Not sure why I took all these pictures as videos but I do not think they will work in here.  Oh, Well.

Happy Birthday, Early!

Since I will be going down to San Diego for the winter we celebrated both my and Jean's birthday early.

Janet, Jean, and Maryanne at the Burger Depot

Thanksgiving Eve

It has been 22 years since Richard passed away but when I am alone at Thanksgiving I relive that night over and over.  Still, I cannot believe it has been that many years since it happened.  My life has gone by very quickly even though I have been very lonely for most of the time.

Since the horrible fire last Thursday I have been very nervous and unfocused.  It is just so overwhelming how fast someone's life can change by a death, by a tragedy, by an accident and one is never prepared.  I feel so alone and vulnerable but I do not know what to do about it.  Over and over I make the decision that I stay here in the summer and just go to San Diego for a few months in the winter but I keep having to rethink the decision over and over.

For three days here I am eating everything I have missed over the past year or more.  I really need to stop, it is too fun.  Dr. wants me to not eat any yogurt for the next six months to see if I can get my sugar level down.  He says there is too much sugar in it.  Oh, if he could see what I have eaten today.  But....

What Now?

It is early am on November 5th and I have not written in my blog for part of September and all of October, why is that?  I am not sure, I just can't decide how I want to spend my time!  I can't seem to finish any job I start, why is that?  I am even having a hard time finishing a puzzle.  That is not like me.  But I just can't seem to get the right pieces to fit at the end and I keep taking them apart and toying with the idea of just not finishing it and putting it back in the box...wow, that is not like me at all!!!  What is going on in my mind?

Here is what I do know.  I am experimenting in cooking with the Instant Pot and so far have made delicious Split Pea soup with ham hocks!!  I also took a whole bag of frozen chicken thighs and made chicken taco filling.  Most delicious and oh, so easy.  I need to get some accessories so I can try other  of my favorite foods but I really think I can get rid of other utensils and will just take the Instant Pot with me when I go down to San Diego.  Still, up in the air about taking my big computer or laptop, it is so hard for me to be decisive anymore.

I have also decided for sure not to buy Christmas gifts this year.  What I contribute is not worth much and probably will not be missed and since James has paid me off I just do not have enough cash flow to take care of the basics without going into debt and I just cannot do that anymore, so Christmas without presents, for sure.  I will have to think about how to spend it more wisely.

I am meeting Linda at the Sacramento airport on Dec 14 at 10:30 and going to stay at James and Camber's house.  James is making lots of money and toying with the idea of getting a condo or something which they would use as income property and let me live in but very up in the air and I need to retain my house.  I will probably end up in Jimmy's room as Kelsi wants to keep her room this year.  Whatever beggars cannot be choosers I keep reminding myself and I just know I cannot stay up here all winter alone again.  However, they are going to Park City and ? for three weeks and little Jimmy and Kelsi will probably be back for school in January when Camber and James go to Viet Nam for business!!!  Wow.  Anyway, I will be alone with the dogs so hope I can make my techy stuff work or my sisters or someone will come to visit.  Life is so up in the there.  Just remembered I have my appointment with the heart doctor tomorrow.  I wondered when I will have a heart attack?  There is that, too.

I have been experimenting with bone broth and decided it is a very healthy thing to keep up.  Except for cheating on some milk chocolate chips I eat very healthy and I had a long time sore throat but after I drank the bone broth for a few days it went away.  I was taking the bone broth for getting rid of belly fat but it cured the sore throat instead...oh, my, what is real anymore?  I am not sure at all but it is healthy, I am sure of that and easy, if you can just find the bones.

So, do I finish my 80's book? Or do I not?  Cannot decide, I guess I will just get rid of some more stuff today, that is always needed, for sure.