I have to remember because I always forget. I am very lonely when I come to San Diego. Last year I had Kelsi, this year I don't even have her. I should just stay home, yes, I am lonely there, but it is expected. I am alone. Somehow I always think it will be different down here.
Everybody has their life. Everybody lives so far a part. It costs me too much down here and unless I have money to spend for clothes, etc I am just stuck on the computer which I can do at home.
I thought I would be so focused and work on scanning, on finishing my quilt, on sewing. I don't want to do any of those things. I do much better at home just doing my own thing.
I thought I would get out and exercise and eat less. I still weigh the same as when I came down a month ago. So obviously nothing is working... I thought I would spend some time with Meagan in anticipation of the baby but not so.
My legs ache so much when I walk, I just can't get any good exercise. Bummer. Hard Life. Not happy anywhere anymore.
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