Four More Projects Completed

For a little girl, I think.

Today I made a real "find" in my trove of material.  It is a knitted tubular cashmere which made three of these tubular scarves.  They are very expensive to buy.  It is perfect with my fur jacket and so warm and soft, I will definitely keep one.  The other two??  Too warm for San Diego??  Not sure.  You have to be somewhat sophisticated  to wear it, ha!  I don't recognize this old lady.  She is living in my house though.

Today I am listening to Vic Damone Radio--and so my generation, love it.  It is a gloomy day but not too cold.  My congestion is hardly at all and I have not  built a fire in the stove.  I wonder if there is a connection with all that burning of branches and wood???  Hmm.

Chris Botti Radio

Tonight on Roku I am listening to Pandora Radio, a new station for me called the Chris Botti station.  Wow, it is wonderful.  I always thought Chris Botti was playing a sax and here it is a trumpet.  Shades of Harry James...he is so good and plays with so many other artists, I love it.

It is quite lonely here tonight but I have some Christmas lights up and have started to decorate my living room for Christmas.  We are still having fall in the dining room.  Richard always liked that I decorated the house for Christmas but did not like to help except for the lights on the tree.  I don't have a tree here but lots of Christmas trees outside.  I love my cozy little home, even if I am alone.

Thomas Jefferson said he didn't think we were to have perfect happiness but lots of calamities in our life (or something like that).  He was very sad after his beautiful young wife died and four of his six children.  He then fell madly in love with a married woman in France. When that ended in sadness he never was interested in love again but devoted himself to his country and Monticello.

For Thanksgiving in 2003 I was in Maryland and one of the SBA guys from New York cooked wonderful Butternut Squash and mashed it.  I loved it and ate most of it and he gave me the rest to take back to my hotel.  Last night I peeled, cut up and boiled and then mashed it and it is so good, I can't believe I have not eaten more of it in my life.  The peeling of the skin is so hard though.  I wonder if there is an easier way to prepare it that I don't know about???

Aha, I just checked on Google--microwave the squash for two minutes to make it easier to cut.  Then cut in pieces before using a sharp vegetable peeler (something I do not have).  Then cut in smaller pieces.  Got it!  How did we know anything before Google?

More Wyoming Cousins

This is Kathy Anderson Bishop who is my brother Richard (and Mary's) daughter. Her husband is Myron and they were both raised in my hometown Glendive but later moved to Wyoming.  Myron is holding Jackson Richard (Aarons boy), the girl in the dress is Darian and the other girl is Kirstin (Mikes girls) and Kathy is holding Ayden (Matthews boy)

Back Row:  Nathan and  Amanda, Kathy and Myron, Mike, Jennifer, Aaron and Jackson, Matthew and Ayden

Front Row:Kayla, Teresa with Kerstin and Darian, Stephanie and Ryan, Courtney

Nathan,Myron,Mike,Ryan,Aaron,Mathew

The Bishop Five

Teresa Bishop with Kerstin, Kayla Bishop,  Kathy Bishop with Darian, Courtney Bishop, Amanda Fellows, Stephanie Bishop, Jennifer Beals

(I hope I got it right, Kathy!--I know there are two missing--Big Family!  And I understand Kathy is a superb cook who always had great meals for her big family.  Bakes lots of bread and...)

Two More Projects and More TV

All this congestion I have had has been good for one thing.  It has kept me indoors near the fire, watching Roku and knitting.

I just finished the "Doc Martin" series about a perfectionist country doctor who had an aversion to the sight of blood and  had undiagnosed Aspergers..  Yet he was an excellent doctor--just had no people skills, and definite intimacy issues.  He also said just what he thought, not realizing the consequences.  All work and no play type person.  Very interesting.  And the English people are always intersting as portrayed on BBC.

Roku is also an excellent way to pick up the documentaries you missed.  Last night I watched Ken Burns'  Tho0mas Jefferson.  What an amazing man he was and yet very conflicted on slavery as most of the Southern politicians were..

I am also disappointed in the direction they are taking "The Good Wife".

Michael is gone for the week to Sacramento so I am really homebound--such is my life.



This one will have to go to a short person or for use with jackts instead of coat.  Pretty though.

 Not too many in the family who could use this--and then of course it can always go to 'Good Will'' if certain parties don't like it.

Looks Good on Fur Throw

The multicolored yarn was intended for a vest years ago.  It makesa lovely scarf with the fuzzy...

Another Project Completed.

My goal this year is to use all the yarn in my yarn box. Then I have to gift out everything I make. Lucky family, ha.

More Utah Cousins

This is the Steve Thayne family having a traditional Halloween Party.  Steve is the oldest son of my sister Jeanne.  Ryan Thayne is in front and his girl friend Maria is the Cat Woman. Autumn and her boyfriend Chris are on the left. Winter is in the center next to Wizard Steve and Spring is on the right with Mom Sheila and Winter's baby.

My Reading and TV

Latest documentary I just enjoyed is "Steve Jobs, One Last Thing:"--what an amazing man, always searching for a better way, always learning, always sharing.

I really enjoyed reading my niece Carole Warburton's latest book "Just Shy of Paradise". She really knows how to weave a story using local history. mystery, romance, comedy, she has it all. Very well written. I read it all the first day I received it in the mail. Thanks to Carole (my sister) for the gift of the book.

Bramwell is a British miniseries about the late 1800s.  She is a lady doctor, which was practically unheard of at that time.  There are about 51 episodes I think, all so interesting.  I watched it on Roku so could go from one to the other without any interruptions, took about two weeks to watch it all.  Excellent.

I never even saw "Out of Practice" when it was on in the 2005-2006 season on CBS.  It is extremely funny and I like the stars that are in it.  I can't understand why they did not continue it.  It is so much better than a lot of the comedies.  Who makes these decisions????   There was only 21 episodes but very well done.  I watched them all in one day.  Also excellent.   Thanks to Roku.

Snow!!

It is 5 P M on Thursday and the snow started 30 minutes ago. Hope it all melts tomorrow...


Although it's very nice to sit by the fire and watch the snow fall.

Fall Leaf Candle Holders

OK, the Fall Leaf Candle Holder project is completed. Far from perfect but kind of country looking. Melissa gave me the idea. Bandido and I had more fun collecting the leaves than I did finishing the candle holders but another project completed!!!

Utah Cousins

My sister Marilyn and husband Arky's son Bob Smith and wife Dayna.

Bob and Dayna with children Ben and Mackenzie Smith and Casey Greer (wife Kristin) and  Michael Greer.

Michael, Bob, Dayna, Ben, Mackensie, Casey and Kristin

Michael,  Casey, Mackenzie and Ben

Hardy Halloween

Jacob on the right.

Kelsi on the left.

Jimmy carving a pumpkin.  Kelsi in the rear.

James and Camber on the left.

Where's Lea on Halloween?

Maria and Johnny Halloween

Foul!  Ump and Player being Cozy!!

Stewart Halloween

Kristi and Brynn

Ryan, Brynn and Kate

So cute!

Twinnies Halloween

Sage and Raina (or is it Raina and Sage?) dressed up as Dorothy.

Keira Is a Cute Little Duckling for Halloween

I think Keira is wondering why they are all dressed up as animals.

Zombies at Halloween

I recognize Tanner as the Chef and Sarah with the turquoise, white, and rose striped apron.  And I think I see some of Matt Shields  family.  Very scary for Halloween.

Marjorie Visits

Marjorie drove down from Washington to visit her Mom and son in Corning and had come up here Saturday afternoon. She is looking good and full of energy. She eats only food that is good for her and walks a lot!!! Little Bear is looking good, too. We served her some of our favorite chicken enchiladas, parmesan chicken, and homemake ice cream. She enjoyed visiting with everyone at Clear Creek Branch. We miss her here.

Michael Likes the Ice Cream

Michael says we have the best Neapolitan ice cream he has ever had.  Actually we have separate tubs of Vanilla, Rocky Road and Strawberry.

When we were at Costco I bought some cream and half and half because it was so cheap compared to what we pay here and then made the ice creams.  Remembering what Vida taught me about dairy products when you are congested I have not been eating much except to taste but...they are really good.  The Rocky Road has toasted almonds.  With all fresh ingredients and no other fillers, home made ice cream is the way to go and it is so fast with the Cuisinart.  I did not realize ice cream is mostly sugar and cream plus flavors.

Wyoming Cousins

Cheri and Jeff Johnson with son Tanner.  Cheri is the daughter of my brother Dick and his wife Mary.  Jeff is Cheri's  husband and Tanner just left for a mission to Brazil.  My brother Dick married Mary while I was still in high school and they lived next door to our family.  I soon went to college and then off to California so have not gotten very well acquainted with Cheri's family.

Cheri and Jeff have seven children: Ashley 28 married to Brion with three children Madison 6, Kohl 2 1/2 and Jordyn 4 months; Derek 27 married to  Michelle with Kylee Jo 3 1/2; Andrew married to Megan;  Spencer 21 (just returned from Brazil); Tanner 19 (just left for Brazil); Andrea 17 and Jenna 11.

Kylee Jo, Madison, and Kohl

Ashley and Jordyn

Doctor Visit

Tuesday I visited my new doctor again and he took some wax out of my ears and refilled my flunisolide so I can stop the decongestant pills.  The flunisolide works much  better. The decongestant was working  for my head and nose except that it all ended up in my throat, not good.  Still feeling pretty lousy.

He doesn't want to see me again until March to see if the Mega Red pills which he is has me taking are working for my cholesterol.  He recommended them because I said I could not afford Lipitor anymore since my insurance won't pay for it.  I had told my sister about them a few months ago and since she works at Costco she has been taking three a day as prescribed.   Carole said for the first time her cholesterol was lower!!  Yea!

This is not very interesting to write about but if it is in here I will remember it, otherwise I may forget to call and make an appointment in March--such as the way my mind works these days.

Two More Projects Completed

Knitting is something you can do while sitting on the couch--I enjoy watching British miniseries.  What do they do so well, that we do not do here in America??  They are classier, I think, and more interesting.

Living a Life of Abundance

Today I watched the documentary "Faith and Miracles" and was so inspired in Chante Wouden, I looked her up on the internet and found her interview on "Why I Believe".  The film tells about her being a two time cancer survivor but that is not all.  Although a leg amputation was needed, she was blessed that she would dance again and miraculously a bone surgeon experimented and saved her leg, though it was shorter than the other.  Later her leg was stretched and when it didn't stretch long enough, the other leg was shortened.  Yet she learned to run, swim, and play soccer and dance and her legs were not the same length until she was out of high school.  Though she was diagnosed with cancer at 3  and spent so much time in the hospital and had multiple surgeries she still became a talented piano player, was in student government, got her college degree and works in filmmaking.

Then at 26 when she thought it was all behind her she was diagnosed with an enlarged heart and damaged liver (from all the chemo).  This became the most painful of her life trials. The amazing thing is how abundantly she lives her life, never doubting on anything she wants to do.  And she testifies how every day we all have that choice to live a life of abundance or lack.  She continues to strive for her goals and live her dreams and share her testimony of belief in Jesus Christ and how the atonement succors her in her life.  She is currently working on her Masters degree as well as working.

She credits her Mom with being the positive influence in her life, never doubting, and her Dad being the steady strength and her whole family being a positive support in all her trials. 

She is an inspiration to everyone in the way she lives her life of joy and happiness.

Someone made the statement that she is the only survivor so far of this type of cancer.

Chanté Wouden: Faith and Miracles

Directed by Manju Varghese, this 30 minute documentary shares the beautiful story of Chante Wouden a two-time cancer survivor.  

Ewing Surcoma, is a Rare type of bone cancer, which mainly affects male teenagers. This bone cancer is rarely found in females especially under the age of 10. In the 1980’s the treatment for Ewing Surcoma was unknown and specialists were working hard to develop a cure. A brave number of men and women who had the disease volunteered to be part of the experiment in hopes to save themselves and help others in the future.

Adults who Struggle with cancer find it to be not only a physical fight but also an emotional and spiritual one as well. Now imagine only being three years old and trying to make sense of the disease. Chante Wouden the second oldest of a family of six shares her experiences with being diagnosed with this particular bone cancer and the experimental treatments that were being developed for the rare disease. When you see Chante with her 5’1 frame and 109 pounds you would not suspect the incredible challenges she has faced. But, Chante has not only faced them she has walked away from the battles stronger and she has lived to tell her tale.

Project #2 and #3

Completed another quilt.  I had this denim type material I was going to make into a caftan for myself.  Never did.  So I made a couple of flannel backed tie quilts.  I gave one away, not sure who has it and this one will go in the closet for when needed.

Also in trying to use all the yarn I have around here I knitted a hat today.  So two more projects out of the way.  Good for you, Janet.

I feel very sorry for some critter who burrows under the ground.  I have these cracked surfaces in trails all over my yard.  I am sure they are cracked becausee the dirt is so hard here, he probably can't go very deep.  What a way  to live, I'm so glad I can be in the sunshine.  It has been beautiful, but very cold at night.

Yesterday Mitch was up with a girl friend and started a fire which burned till after I went to bed.  It was 82 degrees in here and still 75 this morning, long after the fire had gone out.  I hope we have enough wood for winter.  On Sunday Greg Todd told me to holler if I needed some more.   It is so nice they provide all the widows with all the wood they want.  Nice service!

Happy Anniversary

I just realized tomorrow is our wedding anniversary.  I found something I had written in my journal a few years before Richard passed away.  It was a time of tremendous financial stress as Richard was trying to save some of his clients in a heavy foreclosure climate.  I had written, the negative:

"Foreclosures have been taking so much of Richard's time and he works for nothing.  This is why we had such problems in the early eighties.  We had to borrow on the house and live on what I could bring in and I was just learning the business.  We all tell him he should charge like a lawyer but he has such a hard time doing that.  He feels he has to orchestrate the whole transaction and it could  never happen positively for his clients, if he didn't. 

I can understand where Richard is coming from but he has so many bases to cover and works so hard and doesn't get paid for it--it is the strangest life, no one could believe it.  I feel sorry for him one minute and am so angry at what it does to us the next that it is very confusing.  All our financial problems have arisen from the financial problems of someone else that he has had to unwind."

And then I had written the positive:

"Richard and I are really enjoying our morning at the Temple on Wednesdays.  It is so amazing to me that in the midst of all this chaos we can pick up and take a morning out of life each week and yet it is the glue that keeps it all together, I believe.

 I would never have believed that I would actually love spending so much time at the Temple.  It is the sisterhood that I have missed these last 14 year as I have worked instead of being in the auxiliaries.  There is such a peace, that I have so been praying for, and it stays with me for longer and longer each week.  There is so much love within those walls and the Temple work has become so much more meaningful.  It is the only time in the week I can really put the world and all our problems aside and focus on others. 

When Brother Jones called us, he said he did not know where the call came from--interesting--but without that call right now, I really don't know how Richard and I would have kept going through these last couple of months, honestly.  I love walking through the gardens each Wednesday, too.  I have learned alot just watching what the gardeners do in the early morning and wish I could do the same to my garden.  The grounds really are spectacular."

The 80s and 90s were such a very stressful time for Richard and I, culminating in his death.  I am glad we had some good times as well.  Some of the stressful times are so similar to what I am going through now, only I am alone.  I had written the same things then as I do now in my journal.  That is not good, I should have learned...

Happy Anniversary, Richard, I hope you are enjoying your missionary work up there.  I am sure it is much more enjoyable than what is happening down here though Elder Nelson tells us it is an exciting time to be alive, I need to get with that point of view and enjoy...

Bummer Week

All week I have been congested and tired--it is from allergies this time of year.  I am out of my allergy meds.  Besides that I have been having gluten attacks all week so staying close to home.   I found some good things to read and finished organizing my office but other than that I have been down, way down. 

Although my sister sent me a very nice surprise, which lifted my spirits yesterday.

Lucky me, though, in cleaning out my office I found an Allergy Self-Care Kit from Kaiser  Permanente.  It must be several years old but after reading it I took one of the decongestants and voila!!!  it works.  My head feels so much better.  Oh, oh, I just read you should not take it if you are taking high  blood pressure medicine, wonder what will happen.  It is Pseudoephedrine Hydrochloride.  I better look it up and see what can happen--oh, oh, looks like I will have a problem sleeping also and here it is 10:39 PM.

Guess I will get some reading done tonight.

Pseudoephedrine acts on alpha-adrenergic receptors in the mucosa of the respiratory tract, producing vasoconstriction. The medication shrinks swollen nasal mucous membranes; reduces tissue hyperemia, edema, and nasal congestion; and increases nasal airway patency. Also, drainage of sinus secretions may be increased and obstructed eustachian ostia may be opened.

Wow, just what I need--I also found out the common names this is sold under are Triaminic, Diamtapp and Sudafed.  Good ole Sudafed, that is the allergy medicine my pediatrician liked for the children.   Looks like I may have a good next week, there are 12 days of pills left, enough to get me through October!  Yea!

Isn't it wonderful to have instant knowledge at our fingertips.  I wonder what happened to all the manufacturers of encyclopedias and medical books?

Best Ice Cream

Yesterday morning I woke up about 4 am thinking of that bad pumpkin ice cream I made.  I tasted it one more time and then threw it all out.  While I had the freezer open I saw I had two pounds of frozen strawberries--a ha, enough strawberries to make our 'Best Ice Cream' recipe from the sixties.  I also had two bananas left, perfect.  But alas I had no oranges or lemons...

Still I decided to make it with five tangerines instead of three oranges and two lemons.  It is delicious!  The nice thing about the Cuisenart Ice Cream maker is you can have ice cream in 25 minutes as long as you have the ingredients and you keep the 'insert' in the freezer (which I do).

So much for Pumpkin Ice Cream--the Best Ice Cream never lets us down.

Recipe: 1 quart of half and half, one pint of heavy whipping cream, 3 cups of sugar (yes, it is a lot and probably could be lessened--this recipe is from the sixties) 16 oz of frozen strawberries, thawed and mashed, two bananas mashed, juice of three oranges and two lemons (or five tangerines).  Whip creams, juices and sugar together and blend in mashed strawberries and bananas and put in your ice cream maker for over two quarts of delicious ice cream.

Baby Boy Afghan

Project 1 completed. I had crocheted this blue afghan and then had two girl great grandbabies so had never finished the edge. I finished the edge the other night so when a little boy great grandbaby comes along, he will have a new afghan.

Change for Winter

Mike helped me move the bookcases under the window so the geraniums have a chance of survival when the winter snows come. At least they will have lots of light.  I have never tried to save them through the winter.

 It also made a more cozy corner for Bandido since he has been banned from the bedrooms. He has his own little 'apartment' with food and bed all in one place.

Big Disappointment!!

Today I tried to make Pumpkin Ice Cream because I love the Pumpkin Shakes at Jack in the Box. 

But..it was tasteless!!!  So disappointing but I doubt I will try another recipe--I will just have a Shake once a year and let it go at that...

I finished sorting my sewing, quilting, writing, crocheting, and other things and I have over 16 projects lined up for this winter so no time to be bored!  They were wanting some volunteers in the Club to learn how to play bridge because they need more people,  but ugh, I will stick with my projects,  thank you,  bridge really sounds boring to me.  To each his own...

Mike tried to teach me how to play one of his games tonight, too, but as I say 'to each his own'.  Then we played 'You Don't Know Jack' and Mike beat me about 27,000 plus to 3,500 and I was winning on every question until the last one!!!!  He is fast and he is smart,  nobody can win against him.

The leaves are yellow, red and falling and it is an Indian Summer here, very lovely.

Happy Endings Only!

I am still looking ahead in books I read to make sure it has a happy ending...if not, I do not want to read it!  Honest...

Then there is the other problem.  I have been reading a five series romance about a very lovable rock and roll musician.  I am into the middle of book 4 so it seems logical I should finish.  And yet...

Even though, yes, there will be a happy ending, there are too many situations to be envious of...because I don't now or ever will have some of the fantastic moments as the characters in this book have.  I mean like becoming a famous rock star and having millions of dollars or even though you are an ordinary house wife, you can play the violin beautifully and sing like an angel, or being beautiful, musical, and a great homemaker all rolled into one plus having a good looking rock star madly in love with you and he  being a super nice guy and fantastic father, spiritual giant and rich and, and, and...

Too many things to be envious of, I don't know if that is such good reading either.  Decisions, decisions...finish the series or quit before I get even more depressed????

Sorting It Out!

In the English and Irish author books I read often the phrase of "sorting it out" when situations needed to be thought about and decisions made.

Today I was literally sorting it out.  First, when I woke this morning, I was "out of sorts".  The earache that was troubling me last night and in the middle of the night was still there and all I wanted to do was bury my head in my flannel sheets under the comforter and have the pain go away.  I finally got up and took some meds and went back to bed, hoping it would feel better when I woke again.

I never did make it to church, every time I woke it was later and later and I was not feeling much better.  About noon I decided I was not going to make it to church and the cookies I had made for the  lunch after church were not going to get there.  Sorry, but that is just the way it was.

I finally sat down at my desk about noon and decided to starting sorting out my sewing area.  Strange how sorting out my things always calms me down and makes me feel better.  I think that taking control over something in your life and organizing it for the better just makes your whole life seem better.  Not exactly sure why, guess it makes you feel like you are accomplishing some kind of decision making anyway.

I remember well when I was staying after school sorting out my big desk the first year I taught kindergarten.  The janitor came in and saw I was menticulously sorting the paper clips and other things that were in a clutter at the bottom of the drawer.  He said, "Janet, your time is much more valuable that that.  Just dump it out and start over."  And today as I was sorting out threads and sewing equipment and projects, the thought came to me and I realized actually my time isn't worth anything right now so I can take all the time I need to sort.  I just need to decide which things should just be dumped and which should be kept and used.

For instance, I have a cross stitch advent calendar that I must have started over 40 years ago and never finished.  What I have done is very good work.  I doubt I could ever finish it as good... and there is a lot more to do.  And what about my Seven Dwarf House?  And my two quilts, and my dresses, and my do overs, and my mending, and my crocheting, and my knitting?  Should I use my time to finish them?  Would anyone care?  Would anyone know if I just dumped them?  Does it matter?  I have dumped a lot--the cross stitch bedspread I started in the sixties, patterns and material, so much and still I have so many other projects still unfinished and the decisions go on and on---there is so much to sort out.

Oh, well,  "I'll think about it tomorrow!" (as Scarlett said...)

To Exercise and Great Coaches

In cleaning out my desk today I found a card called "Find Your Perfect Size" for shopping at Chicos.  I thought it was interesting that the three categories they used of  Bust, Waist, and Hips were all matched in different sizes for me.  So should I buy something to match the Bust size?  the Waist size? or the Hip size?  As I thought about it, it was easy.  Bust size for a blouse.  Waist size for a non-elastic waist skirt and hip size for pants.  Luckily, I am not shopping for anything right now so it is not a problem.  But it is interesting how our bodies change. 

When I was in high school, we had read that the perfect size was a bust and hips that were 10 inches larger than the waist size.  Fortunately or unfortunately my waist size was 12 to 13 inches smaller than my bust and hips thus the waist band of a skirt was always too large.  Mostly we wore sweaters over our skirts so this was not too much of a problem.

But the question intrigues me.  What was I doing then that created a tiny waist and what am I doing now that creates a large waist?  Not too hard to guess.  We walked everywhere and exercised a lot.  Now I, well you know--just the opposite...

My sister called last night and asked if I remembered Rex Welton--he had just died at 96.  Of course, I remembered him.  He was our gym teacher when I was in junior high and he was the one who started us on the push ups and sit ups and all that exercise we felt we needed to do.  He was loved by all the students and evidently was a great coach and teacher wherever he was.  Here's to the great mentors and teachers of the world, they are the real molders of society.

To Be or Not To Be--Happy

You can never get enough of what you don't need to make you happy!
                                                       Eric Hoffer


If you want others to be happy, practice compassion.  If you want to be happy, practice compassion.
                                                       H.H. The Dalai Lama


That man is richest whose pleasures are cheapest.
                                                     Henry David Thoreau